Okay, I’m back. Had a few days without time or internet connectivity because I was moving to a new place, but I feel like I’m finally settled in. Went for a run today in one of the hills near my new living accomodations and it was glorious. First time I went running in a while – after “it” hit me I pretty much didn’t feel the need to move my body at all for a few weeks, but outside activity appears to be just as amazing as hanging around doing nothing.
On my run I realized that this blog was probably a silly idea. Some remnant need to boast of my “accomplishment” of becoming “enlightened” or something. Indeed, that might be what this is. I was almost ready to give up writing it on that alone, especially since I don’t really believe this will help anyone do or see anything they have not done or seen before, but still, I decided it was not a bad idea after all to share my experiences. As long as I’m doing it semi-anonymously like this it won’t be traced back to me, and who knows, maybe I’ll teach someone something they didn’t know before.
In any case, I’m really excited for this new life I am starting. Everything I’m doing or saying seems to just fit. My biggest “problem” I have is that I have too much “stuff” I “collected” over the years, and my greatest aspiration is to get rid of most of it and not accumulate a lot of new “stuff”. Finally there will be space. Glorious, empty space! Who needs all these “things” when there’s a world outside, food to eat, and a warm place to sleep in? Hahaha! Looking back at how I used to behave, I find it quite hilarious. “sigh… maybe THIS video game will finally make me happy. I’ll make SURE to get the collector’s edition!” BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Ahem, sorry, got caught up in my new, weird sense of humor there. But everything’s just so funny I can’t help it. I’m so happy I’ll never have to be “serious” again. Now to see what else I can throw away I don’t need…